i come home and lay in bed watching afternoons fade into the dark i sit in a pitch black room under covers i feel alone wrapped in sheets please don’t ever turn on the lights
i just want to feel
i want to hurt myself but i won’t
since i’m feeling bad, here’s a song of mine i really like. it’s a part of a series of songs i wanted to do as a summer project, maybe called places or something, each holding a theme, a memory, something that i can hold onto to remind me of. maybe it will come out eventually but at this point i don’t know. i wasn’t planning on putting this out now but here you go.
forgot i posted this
my eyes are puffy and swollen and i feel hollow
it’s hard not to feel alone lately
quietly sobs in bathroom