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i come home and lay in bed watching afternoons fade into the dark i sit in a pitch black room under covers i feel alone wrapped in sheets please don’t ever turn on the lights

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i just want to feel

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i want to hurt myself but i won’t

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cop-graveyard:

since i’m feeling bad, here’s a song of mine i really like. it’s a part of a series of songs i wanted to do as a summer project, maybe called places or something, each holding a theme, a memory, something that i can hold onto to remind me of. maybe it will come out eventually but at this point i don’t know. i wasn’t planning on putting this out now but here you go.

forgot i posted this

# took a photo of myself today that i actually like
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my eyes are puffy and swollen and i feel hollow

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it’s hard not to feel alone lately

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quietly sobs in bathroom

# ist-femin:

giveaway time!
win these 3 totoro plush dolls—big (oh) totoro, medium (chu) totoro, and little (chibi) totoro. they are literally the cutest ;_; 
your new little friends will also come with a few studio ghibli postcards and pins!
all from the Ghibli museum in Japan :)
(note: prize does not come with girl in the background photographing the totoros, that’s me :P)
to win:
-be following me
-reblog this post (likes don’t count)
-be willing to be a good friend/protector of the lil totoros!
yay :) good luck! i’ll chose the winner with a random generator on october 20!
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Aisatsana by Aphex Twin