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trying really hard not to get bummed out but failing miserably

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well this sucks

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these next recordings i am putting everything i got into. no “good enough”s. i need to prove to myself that the things i hear in my head can sound good in real life. I need to make something great. I’m putting my last little bit of trust into james because i know that he has something special and i just hope he likes me enough to put what he’s got into this too. after this, i’ll know if i should keep going with this or not. no good enough’s. no good enough’s.

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i care about a lot of people a lot more than i think they care about me

# cop-graveyard:

remixing this demo currently. missed a lot of things, never realized it was this rough. excited though for what’s coming up in the next few months.

if you like ‘lofi’ music or garage rock you may like this

check it out, download it for free ::https://sandkings.bandcamp.com

feedback/mixing suggestions would be wonderful

listen to my bands demo plz. more coming probably early next year
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# remixing this demo currently. missed a lot of things, never realized it was this rough. excited though for what’s coming up in the next few months.

if you like ‘lofi’ music or garage rock you may like this

check it out, download it for free ::
https://sandkings.bandcamp.com

feedback/mixing suggestions would be wonderful
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Anonymous: hey man do what you love to do. no matter what anyone says just do your own thing, if something doesn't make you happy it doesn't deserve to be in your life.

thanks for the kind words. I’m just in a rut currently, trying to keep my head up

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having a lot of anxiety again over this stupid band i should honestly give up because im never going to get anywhere. people are always gonna say they’ll be there and will help me but i have seen nothing but empty words from everyone i have talked to. everyone is in it for themselves. it’s hard to keep going when you’re the only one that gives a shit

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tired of feeling worthless tired of feeling alone tired of empty words tired of going nowhere tired of being anxious tired of never being where i want to be man i’m just fucking tired